Friday, February 4, 2011

In Time For Luck, Titter for Me In Solace And Fear Of Shades To Be

   Titter, Titter, pat in ways unseen to me.
I wander through life, one barely a shadow to me.
I'm the shadow of the the night mare that haunts the fragile night.
If when given blood to make myself less the wraith of fear and lesser beings.
I drink full the drugged freely and find unquenched the being,
I want to be in the waking dreams, I stumble forth.
In my mind a full shadow of a once was, rather than a to be.
I fight feebly to join the outsider's crowded jumbled bitters in a smile unwarranted.
Gnashing and thrashing against the whole of the ideas that travels unchecked in my mind.
I bring forth soon a new boy to be outside the shades of with which I walk.
A joy I fight to believe the luck that brings a tear to me.
I walk in light and cast a shadow no more, but feel fresh the burning flesh, I carry on in life.
Fight the being I have become, join the shade and flesh, soul and tears to life once more.
I carry on to be a swallowed pill on a tilted day,
rather than lit moon's swirl of past and present.